Well today im off to a good start, and feeling good. My trusty 1L water bottle is with me and I know I will be taking many trips to fill it up and probably pee. For lunch I will either have arazona tea (70-210 calories depending on how much i drink) or i'll have a rice cake and peanut butter sandwich for 160 calories.
:]] anna
annathomas
- good start.
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annathomas- July 28th, 2009
cheerful
- I've now got the new LiveJournal Messenger.
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- annathomas
- July 27th, 2009
I've now got the new LiveJournal Messenger. My Windows Live ID is annathomas@livejournal.com. Sign up now and we can chat!
- go away food.
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- annathomas
- July 27th, 2009
ok maybe its just me, but is anyone else sick of food? sick of wanting food, needing food, and having it shoved in your face every which way you go? A mother that always check up on your eating habits and wanting to know if you've eaten or if you want food... the answer is NO! please just get it away from me. All i really want to do is lose a lot of weight so i can feel better about myself and actually want to go 'back to school shopping' and not seem like such a fatty! So tomorrow is a new day, an i am determined to stay away from food [i love me some water!] and if i do happen to eat, i'll keep the calories LOW.
- me.
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- annathomas
- July 27th, 2009
cold
1. do you parents know about your ED?
nope, but i think my mom wonders..
2. how about your friends?
best friend.
3. ever been to recovery?
nope.
4. how much weight do you want to lose?
twenty pounds.
5. what do you think started your ED?
well third grade is when i first wanted to stat losing weight. in sixth grade i got serious, and realized the skinny/ thin kids were better liked.
6. what other illnesses besides an ED do you have?
nothing.
7. do any of your friends have an ED?
no not really.
8. does anyone in your family have an ED?
i dont think so.
9. How often do you weigh yourself?
limit to once a week.
Put an "x" in the boxes that apply to you
[x ] I drink (cut way back! or dont eat for a few days before)
[ ] I purge
[x] I hide/throw away food
[ ] I hardly have any friends because of my ED
[x] never go out anymore(rarely)
[ ] I exercise excessively (2+ hours at a time)
Finish the sentence...
1. when I weigh myself... i curse and drink water.
2. i eat… when im sad or sometimes bored :[
3. i hate... my body.
4. if I were at my ultimate goal weight... i would be happy beyond measure.
5. if my parents knew about my ED… id convince them there was nothing wrong.
6. i need... 300 to 500 calories and the loss of 20lbs
7. i wish… i could be confident in my own skin.
8. i lie… about what i eat.
9. i miss... not having to worry about what i consume.
10. i feel... revolting and that no one would ever want to be friends with a fat ass like me.
- hello world.
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- annathomas
- July 27th, 2009
Hey guys, im anna and just joined today. im really hoping that some good will come from this. I have struggled with maintaining and losing weight, for which seems like forever. I fasted for six days and lost four pounds and felt so happy, but then lost control again. it seems the only way i can really lose weight and feel good is to not eat or just eat as few calories possible. im really hoping to lose about 20 pounds by august 24 which may be difficult but i am desprate and determined! I hope that i can get support here and also help others. i just want to be skinny, and have wanted that my whole life. now is the time i make it happen. i also eat dinner with my family and it is hard to hide not eating, any suggestions?
<3 anna
